Hello everyone and welcome to a brand new edition of Lil Red’s Book Club! Without giving any spoilers away, as always, we will be discussing a thriller by Mary Kubica called Don’t You Cry. I was not a huge fan of the last Kubica book I read called Just The Nicest Couple, but I did have one more book by her from the library and decided to give the author another shot. Was I overly impressed with Don’t You Cry? Not especially, but I thought the ending in this super slow burn read was pretty good. Before we begin, I will be placing a trigger warning on Don’t You Cry for general violence, abuse, and disturbing content. Now, let’s get to it:

Quinn and Esther are roommates/BFFS who live in Chicago. They became fast friends and are handling adult life as best as they can while still managing to squeeze in lots of fun. Both girls don’t have a close relationship with their families, but they found family in each other. Quinn and Esther have big plans to hit up a new martini bar in the city, however, Esther feels under the weather and Quinn ends up riding solo. The following morning, Quinn wakes up with a stranger in her bed, a hangover from hell, and her roommate is nowhere to be found.

Normally, Esther sings at a nearby church on Sunday mornings so it’s not strange that she’s gone. What is strange is that the window in Esther’s bedroom is wide open and the screen has been punched out. Why would Esther leave via fire escape when she can safely exit from their own front door? Still, Quinn is not worried. What if Esther was sneaking out to meet a guy and wanted to keep private matters private? In her hungover fugue, Quinn returns to bed and expects to be woken up with coffee and a pastry from her bestie.

Alex is eighteen years old and he lives in Michigan. All of his friends are away at college and he is stuck bussing tables at a lakeside cafe to pay the bills for his alcoholic father. Every day is the same for Alex – walk to work, go through the motions at the cafe, walk home, and find his dad either passed out on the couch or belligerent. Alex resides himself to knowing that this will be the rest of his life until, one day, things change. A stranger appears at the cafe. A lovely young woman whom he gives the nickname of “Pearl” because of a bracelet on her wrist.

Infatuated by this newcomer, Alex hopes for her arrival at the cafe every day and finally works up the nerve to speak to her. They don’t say much, she won’t even tell him her name. All he knows is that he likes her. Across the street from Alex’s dilapidated home is an even more dilapidated home. It has been abandoned for a long time and used to house a family whose young daughter died. Alex doesn’t know why, but he enters the home and who should he find but Pearl living in the ruins.

In Chicago, Quinn is desperately trying to piece the clues together to find her friend. While searching her bedroom, she finds strange notes, ATM receipts for substantial withdrawals, and legal documents confirming a change of name. Did Esther willingly leave on her own? Quinn has a hard time believing that because it’s just not like her. Where would she go, anyways – a small town in Michigan, perhaps? Something isn’t right and the answers lie with Pearl and Pearl alone. Will the mystery be solved before someone gets hurt? Read Don’t You Cry to find out!

I am not sure how I feel about Don’t You Cry. I do know I liked it much better than Just The Nicest Couple, but I don’t think I will read anything else from Mary Kubica after this. Her writing style just doesn’t match what I like. Her writing often times feels like she’s either trying too hard or not trying hard enough. Some of what she writes feels like a teenager wrote it for an English class – complete with the peppering of huge words for brownie points. It’s strange to read books that feel so disjointed with every turn of the page.

Both books I read by Kubica never felt cohesive, partially because she has a real knack for creating characters that are so unlikable. There is nothing special about any of them and it made Don’t You Cry drag on like no other. I did like the ending a lot, even if I figured it out beforehand, but it felt like pulling teeth to get to it. Don’t You Cry featured a plethora of dead end story lines, a somewhat uninspired plot, and a reminder of what a watered down thriller writer that Kubica is. Harsh, yes. But what can ya do?

I am going to rate Don’t You Cry with a five out of five stars. The book in its entirety was a snooze fest, but it had a better ending than Just The Nicest Couple and is why it received one star better. This is a book that you can definitely skip on!

What are you currently reading? What should I read next? I want to hear from all of you, so leave me a comment and let’s chat! Much love. -Sarah