Category Archives: Random Thoughts

Moral dilemmas on deck

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So I work at PacSun, and I recently got promoted to full time assistant manager. I thought I wanted the promotion…but it turns out I don’t think I do so much anymore:/ I just wanna go to school. So badly. And I plan on starting in October at Tri-C to get my associate of arts degree. Is it bad that I’m gonna put in my two weeks at work this week to focus on school? I don’t think so. I think I need to be selfish. And not give a fuck about what people at my stupid job think. I think it’s my time to go, and start doing something this isn’t a shitty retail job. I need something more. And I’m not gonna get it working forty hours a week at a fucking mall and calling it a career. Ugh. So stressed. So depressed. But forever well dressed. ;))

Fun facts

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Alright, let’s delve deeper. Let me give you the lowdown on my likes, my dislikes, my fears, my dreams. Let’s get acquainted. I LOVE music. I live for finding new bands, new sounds, new songs. My taste varies by hour. I had The Used playing during my first blog entry and now I’m playing Enya. I could go on and on about different artists I like, but that would take AGES. So I suppose the best I can do is let you guys know who I’m listening to as I write. Maybe you’ll find your new favorite band through me. Fashion is another big thing for me. I have a closet full of gorgeous clothes that I worked my dick off to buy, and I love all of it. My style varies from punk, to boho, to sassy, to sweet, to everything in between. In fact, fashion is what I usually get told to blog about. Now that we got some fun stuff out of the way, let’s talk about some shitty stuff. I hate the idea of being alone, I hate the idea of being a failure, I hate the thought of people suffering, I hate people who lack compassion, I hate people who are intolerant, I DESPISE people who hurt animals. My biggest fears would probably be working a shitty job that I hate for the rest of my life, my internal organs turning into gummy worms, a bald eagle flying into my face #america, and drowning in a kiddie pool. My dream would be to do something I love for a living. Like writing. Or acting. I love stage acting so much. If I could be in the theatre every day until I die, I would be the happiest girl alive. So that’s another thing that makes me happy: theatre. Being someone you’re not. Changing your skin for a few hours. Being intimate with other people. Working together for a common goal of putting on a great show. God, it gets my heart racing just thinking about it. Have a good night guys. If you’re out drinking on this lovely Friday – take a shot for me. – love, Sarah